She was walking
down the alley bearing the weight of the world on her shoulders. Sporting her
bagpack filled with kilos and kilos of books, she’s dragging herself towards
her destination—home. That’s her everyday route—home then school, and vice
versa. There are occasional visits to the bookstore or to a coffee shop or a
hormone-induced hunting for that perfect pasta drowned in too much cheese,
otherwise she’s heading home. She may not be wearing spectacles but she’s the
typical picture of a lifeless geek. She’s the familiar face for many, but her
name is unheard of. Nobody really cares
about her, oh well, not that she ever minds. All she cares about is how to pass
her brain-wracking exams which explains her present mood.
She was walking
like a zombie staring at the blank road, slowly kicking tiny stones that come
her way. She muses about the number of pages that needs to be done about
tonight, or, just finish a movie to relax her mind for the exam. “What would
life be if I were at a party at the eve of an exam, drinking my heart out,
dancing and singing ‘til the break of dawn?” She paused and pondered. She began
to imagine the lights, the glittery clothes, the towering shoes, and the
intense noise coming from the sound of the party music mixed with voices of
giggling women. She imagined herself in the crowd. How will she act? How will
she sway her hips to the music? How does it feel to have a hang-over? How does
it feel to have no inhibitions, whatsoever?
And then the
music died.
“I don’t belong
there.” She declared to herself while picking up some few study materials she
dropped in the midst of her daydreaming. She stood, fixed her bag on her back,
finger-combed her hair, and continued her journey wearing her usual burdened
face.
“You know what,
give yourself a break” said an unfamiliar voice from her back. She almost
jumped and screamed to her astonishment, she wasn’t aware someone was trailing
her. As she was turning around to see who it was, he walked past her pacing
swiftly. Hands on the pocket of his blue hooded sweatshirt, he didn’t turn
around. He was walking fast as if chasing for the unseen.
He disappeared
at the end of the road while she was standing blankly wondering who he was.
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