April 19, 2011

We just got back home from my newly wed cousin M and his wife's kandori (thanksgiving) and thought to myself "What is more lovely than a couple who fought all the odds and found their way to each other?"

It is not unknown how parents arrange marriage for their children in the Meranao society out of purest and best intent. They choose among close relatives to create a tighter bond within the clan, mainly for alliance. For us, the most numerous in number is the most powerful clan. Parents meticulously hand pick The Chosen One for their child and consider various aspects, most importantly a bright future that is in store for their child and The Chosen One. However, most often than not, they consider too much about the in-law's family that they take for granted the compatibility of the two people they are going to wed. They overlook their children's rights and wants. By children, I mean these are actually grown-up men and women devoid of their inherent right to personally choose for themselves. Parents tend to satisfy their whims by neglecting their children's happiness. We are people too, y'know. Most importantly, we are grown-ups (at least we'd like to think so) and I believe we are capable of finding The One for ourselves.

After writing this, people might picture me as an ungrateful, selfish, rebellious and stubborn daughter. Call it defiance of the culture set by our forefathers but I want to set things straight in some aspects. Parents and children must at least meet halfway, right? Parents, no forcing please. Children, try to compromise.....peacefully and respectfully. 

Most importantly, I'd like to address this to all the men who have marriage playing in their minds. If you think you are ready to settle down, make sure you have fixed it with the one you want to settle down with. Be man enough to understand the complexity of what you are about to enter so do not allow anyone to dictate your heart. You are endowed with an intelligence to decide for yourself. There is no one on this earth who can tell you who to marry but your heart, so listen carefully to it. Pursue the one you truly love and choose carefully, but still,. in accordance to your parents' standards so you will not end up as a cast out in your clan. It must be a mutual decision between the two of you. Hence, if you sense that the woman doesn't feel like spending the rest of her life with you, then please, don't push your luck, stay away for she's definitely not The One. 

Why am I writing this? Because I admire my cousin M and his wife A for fighting for their love despite the distance and the somewhat seemingly endless adversities. I admire M for following his heart and for playing deaf when dictators came to him. I admire A for waiting patiently. They do not only brought two clans together but they showed us what real love can do. For that, I pray for a blissful and blessed marriage for them. 



After all their visitors left. M wearing flesh polo shirt and A is the one in blue veil. :)

April 16, 2011

After Every Rainfall Must Come A Rainbow

This song by my favorite band, Outlandish, released this song which is dedicated to the Pakistani blood victims last year. As much as I want to, I can not post the video here due to some technical errors. But if you want to hear the music behind these beautiful words, you may want to listen and watch this.
Please do because it is just awesome!! I hope this touches your soul. :)

(ISAM)
Some people in our world today
Can dream and wonder why
Some people in our world today
Can only wait to die
Empty my conscience for your love
A bouncing finger lets me know I’m alive
& its still rains outside my window
Rains outside my window
Still rains outside my window

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes look like a curse
So I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes be so absurd
So I cry my heart out Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(WAQAS)
Uh
Some people got it bad
Sum people got it worse
Since the day of the birth
Everyday end of earth
Live to die another day
Sure I say “congratulations”
But désolé
If the roof should come down today
Rest assure I’m there to wipe away the dirt with pure intention
Some corrupt
Brought a lil bag of hope
What’s up (?)

(ISAM)
Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes look like a curse
So I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall
Must come a rainbow.

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.
I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

I can’t run, I can’t hide
The struggle only makes us stronger tonight

(ISAM)
If I don’t find u here
Said if I don’t find u here
I hope to find u way up there
Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes look like a curse
So I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.
I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(WAQAS)
Ansoo hain, behne do

(ISAM)
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.
I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(LENNY)
despues de cada gota sale el sol
despues de cada nota una cancion

[TRANSLATION:]
after each drop the sun rises, a
fter each note a song

(ISAM)
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(LENNY)
despues de cada gota sale el sol
despues de cada nota una cancion

(ISAM)
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(WAQAS)
Ansoo hain, behne do

[TRANSLATION:]
they're tears, let them fall

(ISAM)
I said every rainfall must come a rainbow.

April 13, 2011

"Lost in Love" Awardee

Our own despedida party was held this evening at school. It was just a very simple event but the program was exactly how we want it to be. There were fun kiddie games such as pinoy henyo and charades, many doctors came participated in the games, gave us unforgettable piece of their wisdom, and showcased their talents by singing!! It's really cool watching serious-looking doctors singing to us and joining the fun! Awards were also given to everyone in the class based on some unforgettable characteristics of each and everyone for the past four years mostly during the clerkship where most bloopers of our lives occurred. Example is "Journalist of the Year" given to the person who had lengthy extension duties that consultants pitied him and just told him to pass some journals to lessen his extension duty hours! We also have "Doctor Magnet" given to that person who directly answers all the questions by the doctors even her phone number! The "Eavesdropper" award given to that person who simply sits and pretends to read, little did we know, she absorbs everything that we talked about. So she is very knowledgeable of all the circulating chikas! Another was the "Best in Argument" given to that person who frequently argues with some hospital personnel!  "Through out the Years" award was given to that person who hasn't physically changed a bit since first year! "Read Between The Line" award was given to two people who left our boggled mind the answer: "what you see is what you get". Yiiiheee!! <3  There were more than 40 awards given and everything was hilarious my stomach and jaw ached from excessive laughing!

I got this "Lost In Love" Award. I googled this photo and it kinds spooked me at how those three words were depicted in such a miserable manner.  LOL.



The reason I got that award was that during clerkship, every single soul at House A (Group A clinical clerks) found love or stayed in love EXCEPT me. I am not being cynical about love contrary to a friend who consider it as overrated and all that blahs. It's as simple as I'm not in a hurry to find and to be found. I am looking forward to that day when I fall madly in love, that feeling of true love, that intensely consuming kind of love, that you-can't-live-without-each-other kind of love---I don't know how it feels (can anyone describe this abstract thing to me?) but I know I will feel it when it arrives. Needless to say, I trust the perfect person at the perfect time will come and it is just NOT now. NOT at this point of my life. 

I've said my piece. Bow.

Elusive Time

It is my lifetime goal to be able to see the world and appreciate its wonders. My undergrad course (BS Zoology) allowed me to wander at some tourist spots in the Philippines for educational purposes, i.e., studying flora and fauna. We've been to Camiguin Island, Apo Island at Negros Oriental, Bukidnon, Dumaguete City, Bohol, and a lot of places where nature manifests its beauty. My course took me to places in my own land, Lanao, that I had never been before and discovered the magnificence that lies behind the great Lake Lanao and the virgin mountains surrounding it. In med school, I grabbed every opportunity such as conventions to be able to travel. We roamed around Davao when we were freshmen, and when the APMC-Annual Convention was held at UP Manila during our sophomore year, we had a side trip at the cool city of Tagaytay and all through out Laguna and visited the beaches of Cavite. Philippines is a beautiful country indeed and there is yet so much to see. 


Two years ago, I had my passport ready. I remember my parents asking WHY I am working on a passport. I told them that I want to travel outside the country most probably just around Asia after med school which will serve as my gift to myself for an...ahem...a job well done. With my persuasive power, I convinced my friends to have their passports ready too and save up for the trip. We had it planned and our first stop was supposedly:

MALAYSIA!!


Photo courtesy of Google. Thank you very much.


And then we are supposed to have a side trip to:

SINGAPORE!!

Again, from Google. Thank you!
We already had our travel itinerary and boy was I excited!! This is a dream come true!! I pictured myself exploring Kuala Lumpur, riding a cable car to Genting Island, visiting International Islamic University at Selangor where my father impressed a beautiful memory, and of course walking down the busy street of Orchard Road at Singapore where Ken Zhu grew up!! 

BUT. 
After our graduation rites, I looked at my calendar and realized how less time left we have before we go and proceed to internship. If the trip would push through, that gives me little less than a week to be able to spend time with my family at home. That made me re-think things over. And as always, I weighed the pros and the cons. The cons won. I backed out and explained to my friends my reason and I am more than happy to hear when S told me she won't be forcing me to come and she respects my decision. As I said in my previous post, I felt such a relief. I felt like I was freed from the pressure of chasing time which must be completely absent when one is traveling. 

Malaysia and Singapore can wait, but the amount of time I would be spending with my family is priceless. :)

P.S.
Due to the same reason, i,e, scarcity of time, my friends realized the pressure the trip brings. Hence, none of us will go. Some other time, Insha Allah. 

April 6, 2011

I am surprised at how much relief I felt after giving up on something I have been planning for almost a year now. I was very excited about it because it is actually a part of materializing a big dream. However, I am so in conflict with TIME that after I weighed things out and underwent terrible confusions, I decided to cancel it in order  to spend quality time with my family before I finally leave for internship. Family comes first before anything else, that's what my father taught me. :) 

Hopefully I can elaborate on this on my following entry. I sneaked at my brother's room only to blog about this. Gotta go now before he finds out.

April 3, 2011

Lakwatsa to Laguindingan!!

Laguindingan is a municipality of Misamis Oriental, around 1 hour of road trip away from Iligan City. I'm sorry I cannot tell you how many kilometers away coz I'm not that keen at researching for that specifics. Anyway, Laguindingan is quite known for the International Airport that is currently being constructed in the area. Luckily, one of my classmates, Faith who celebrates her birthday today, is originally from Laguindingan. In fact, her father serves as a councilor in the municipality. Faith invited us over and she even toured us around. First stop: Laguindingan International Airport. This is a special privilege given to us only because Faith's father is a municipal councilor. Not everyone can just barge in and go inside. From the highway, we thought it'd be just like some 5 minutes ride to reach the exact place but we were quite surprised that it took us almost 30 minutes or more to reach the airport per se where everything is still under construction. The dusty place reminds us of Dubai. Oh, not like anyone among us had been to Dubai but it felt like we were deserted in the middle of a desert. Here are some photos I took from my mobile phone so please bear with the quality of the photos because I perfectly know  how much it sucks. (#becauseIdon'thaveacameraandIcan'twaitforpeopletouploadourphotosatfacebook).


This future international airport is really vast that I believe it is even wider than the present NAIA. I cannot wait for the time when my classmates and I will become consultants and we go together on medical conventions both locally and internationally! Naks! That's what we were talking about the whole time, when this place is developed and I bet hotels and business establishments will sprout from all over Laguindingan until it becomes a business district where everyone from all over the globe flocks to and fro. But because we are a bunch of kuripot people, we will still stay at Faith's mansion which is nearby the airport whenever we have a flight coming or vice versa. 




This is the runway. 


 This is something I can brag to my future children and grandchildren that before any airplane can land at the would-be Laguindingan International Airport, we had our photos taken at the runway on a beautiful April Sunday. :) 

That's Angeli, Maryvic and Rose at an attempt to jumpshot. Such a major failure. 


Like I always said, traveling is best when you're with the best bunch of people. Here are the people I am with standing from left: Moi, Faith, Nash, Angeli, Maryvic, Pemots, Abby, Cor-cor, Gloi (standing in front of Cor), Zyra, Hazel, Alvi, Joni, Rose and Tisoy. Lairah was the one sitting in front with Baby Carl, Faith's nephew. 


With the birthday girl, Faith with Baby Carl. Happy, Happy Birthday Papet! Thanks for the wonderful experience we had at your place!


These people are having so much effort to perfect the jumpshot! Haha! I can't count how many takes it took them. 


Just like any progress story of a developing country, there are always people who are being displaced. When you look on the other side from the very edge of the runway, you can see tiny huts like these. They are the people who originally owned the vast land where the airport is being constructed. It was not easy for them to give up the land that they have inherited from their forefathers, the land that was passed on from one generation to another. They fought for it, but because they were weak, they lose their battle. Apparently, they were given monetary compensation and a promise that they will be hired once the airport is already functional. They can only hope. But that's the nature of evolution: elimination of the weaklings. I hope they were the given the due that they deserve and the promises given to them shall be fulfilled.

This is the ironic price of progress.

Next stop: Virgin Beach. As always, Tisoy cracked that those who are no longer virgins are not allowed to enter the bitch slut (beach lot, oh, do I have to explain this?!). He emphasized that everyone must check on their hymens if it's still intact. All of us looked straight at him who spoke as if he possess a hymen! 

Back to Laguindingan, this is the Virgin Bitch, situated on the very edge of Laguindingan. Again, I cannot tell you how many kilometers it is from the highway because it was really really far. Too bad, it was low tide so it was not perfect for swimming. (Haha, the swimmer speaks!) 


This place was named Virgin because once upon a time, there were fishermen who got lost in the middle of the sea and lost their way to the shore. After many days wandering without direction, they asked for a sign from God. Apparently, they saw a shining image of the Virgin Mary from the direction where this place is situated. They followed the direction and found their way home. And that's how this place got it's beachy name. 


People enjoyed dipping in the shallow water. Look, there are pretenders who swam on deep water!


Laguindingan is indeed a marvelous place where nature is now gradually removing its mask. I can see this place becoming a beautiful metro in the near future. I don't lose hope for my beautiful place Lanao which boasts for plenty of scenic views and natural resources. All we need is a leader who will stand by his principles to elevate the welfare of his people, not his own or his family's. Someone who will use his wits for his people to benefit from these God-given gifts, not giving ultra expensive gifts to their wives or children at the expense of his people's money. 

Photo courtesy of Nash. I promised to mention her here. She's my very very bright, topnotcher, doctora friend. :) 


It was already past 6:00 pm when we got back to Faith's house where her visitors were already waiting. Her mom specially separated the food for us non-pork eaters, and for that we thank her so much. :)) I love people who are very considerate when it comes to my religion. We got busy eating and chatting that I forgot taking a personal photo during Faith's party. But I tell you, their house feels like a rest house on a country side. Cool, breezy and silent. 

This day is indeed worth retelling to our future children. :)




April 1, 2011

Another Extraordinary Moment On An Ordinary Rainy Day

The title alone speaks what you will be reading but I tell you this: THIS IS NO APRIL FOOL'S PRANK!! Okay? 

I woke up this morning feeling a little woozy and sluggish and as I was just about to go out to say hello to the ceiling-high charts at the hospital medical records, the rain suddenly poured. Talk about perfect timing, eh? Nevertheless, I find it a reason to wear the chucks Shengot had voluntarily given me. Emphasis on the voluntary. At the hospital quarters, I waited for Cor-Cor who had agreed to accompany me to Dr. A's clinic somewhere along Sabayle street to talk to him about some important life-and-death matters. It was so muddy and drizzly outside that if it weren't for the severity of the situation I need to talk to with Dr. A, I wouldn't go all the way to his clinic. But I did, because that defines my life principles (char lang gud!). I was crossing my fingers that everything will turn out okay. Cor and I were sitting silently on the jeepney, staring straight at the people, observing things at ourselves, and occasionally talked about some things that concerned us both. When we were about to reach the corner turning to Sabayle street, I noticed a lot of people and a motorcade was being organized. It instantly hit me that the old Penshoppe boutique in that same site was re-opened under the name Fashion Hub catering to many more local brands. I noticed too many cameras were clicking at someone hidden behind many giggling and screaming women, teenagers and adults alike. The crowd allowed our jeepney to pass by very slowly and that was the time we got a closer look at the person who got everybody's attention. Almost inherently I screamed: "OH MY GOD COR, SI AKIHIRO SATO!!" He was like 2 meters away from us and it was almost a reflex for me to get my phone and capture a photo of him, unfortunately, the jeep moved forward so I captured the security guard behind him! Haha. I took another one but his face was covered by a woman insisting to kiss him on the cheek. I bet that woman wanted it on the lips but she failed, just the way I failed to take a photo of Akihiro, my love!! Waaah! I couldn't get over seeing him on a very ordinary day. :) Some things really are just like that, pleasant surprises on a gloomy day. 

If you guys have no idea who I am talking about, just like the old woman sitting beside me on the jeep who asked why we were fussing about this person. She asked: "Kinsa diay na dai, artista?" Me: "Dili, model.". I bet, she couldn't figure out why everybody was all over him. Eto lang naman si Akihiro Sato:






I thought my moment with Akihiro-san ended there, but no. While we were standing outside Dr. A's clinic, the Fashion Hub motorcade was coming toward us. I thought this is my chance to get a photo of Akihiro-san, but too bad this is the best I can get:



That's him wearing blue jacket waving at the people. Grrr. I'm so mad at myself for not getting a closer photo of him. Oh well, this could just mean one thing: Akihiro-san, 'til we meet again! :)


March 29, 2011

Class History

*I was told to make and deliver the Class History for our Grad Ball two nights before the event. Because I got so busy for the grad rites, I almost forgot my task. So I crammed writing this few hours before the ball. Funny how I read this from my scratch paper. No further editing done on this post to preserve the originality of my cramming skills. Haha. Oh by the way, I included here some of my adlibs.



Our beloved doctors; freshmen; sophomores; members of the organizing class, the juniors; members of the Class 2011, good evening and assalamu 'alaikom warahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.

When I was given this task of writing the Class History, I thought of our grad song which is actually a brief summary about how and what we were for the past four years. But tonight, I will relate to you the miniscule details that lie behind the Class 2011.

It seemed as if yesterday when we entered the portals of MSU-COM on June 2007, specifically June 4, 2007. We consist of 52 vibrant college degree holders from big institutions all over the Philippines such as UP Los Banos, UP Cebu, UP Mindanao, UP Cebu, Mindanao State University Main Campus, MSU-IIT, Silliman University, Velez College, University of Southern Mindanao and Emilio Aguinaldo College. Modesty aside, most of us were fresh graduates with flying colors from their respective universities while others were fresh board exam passers, one of us was a board topnotcher (I wouldn't tell who para dili kaayo obvious na si Alvi 'to siya).

Just like any blossoming relationships, our freshman year was filled with battling of our minds, because indeed, we are all leaders in our own rights. We are a bunch of unique individuals , hence disagreements among us was often inevitable. There was the famous line of somebody who walked out during a class meeting yelling while stomping his feet: "Kung ing-ana bitaw mo, mas maayo wala na la'y Commed!!"  (Again, I wouldn't tell who kay ma-hurt si Chrismar). Yet, despite the disputes, we kiss and make-up at the end of the day. It was also during our freshman year that we have accepted each and everyone's individual differences and yet all of us met at a common point. Most of us went out of their shells to join the class' bandwagon. We have identified ourselves in mini-groups under the dynamic Class 2011 umbrella. We have the Princesses, the Datu group (basically, these are the Pala-o people) and the Immediate Friends. The creations of these mini-groups did not obliterate our class' oneness, because when we are together, we are filled with heaping inside jokes that create roars of laughters.

Came sophomore year, this was the time I have witnesses our class unity and sympathy for each other. This is not meant to scare the incoming sophomores but this year was indeed the most grueling year net to clerkship. This was the time the Student Council was at our hands, headed by Cor-cor as the President, Alvi was the V-President, I was the Secretary, Jue was the Treasurer, Abby was the Auditor and Angeli was the P.I.O. (It was kinda difficult for our administration because remember, this was the time our Palakasan didn't push through due to the bombings here in Iligan City). Our girlpower wouldn't work without the selfless help of our classmates. They were always there to help us out, so it appeared as if every SC activity was also Class 2011's activity. Our classmates were the wind beneath our wings.

This was also the year when Ianni, Elmer and Ate Ducky left us to do some reflections while Ate Johanna joined us to complete the 50 individuals of the Class 2011.

Our sophomore year marked the creation of jargons that only members of the Class 2011 can comprehend, these are the words "winner" and "namilo" among others. Because we are very generous, allow me to use these words in a sentence to give you a context clue. For example, when you're asked "Winner na ka?", you better answer: "Dili uy, loser pa'ko!", because in our jargon, losers are more appropriate than winners.

So much for jargons, let's peer at our junior year. This was the year when we got used-to at med life. We got used to the daily grinds of PBL sessions, correlates, modular exams, histopath lab exams, and commed papers. We got used to our inside jokes that sometimes we no longer laugh at the jokes per se but we laugh at the person delivering the joke. As far as I can remember, our heated arguments ended during our freshman year, hence almost everything went smooth sailing for us. I attribute our class' success at executing school activities to our commendable class officers since freshman year headed by Cor-cor, sophomore year was headed by Maya, junior year was headed by Marc Duane and clerkship year was headed by no other than the enrgetic Kenzle. And of course, how can we forget Chrismar as our Community Medicine president since freshman year until the very end of med school? Chrismar, indeed, put so much effort in all the activities we conducted at our community and for that he is worthy of what he has achieved.

Within three years of being together, you think we know all of our classmates better? No, we don't. Until we reach clerkship when we got to see through each other transparently. How can we not when we literally live together under one roof, one room in the hospital, at least 24/7? We have no one but our groupmates. This was the time the beauty of companionship, friendship, mutualism, parasitism and commensalism manifest. We saw how their faces were distorted when their temper go beyond the threshold, we heard never been told abstract ideas that often led to endless stomach-aching laughters, and during the wee hours of the night when we were fortunate to have no patient awaiting in the ER or no ward calls, outpouring of emotions and sentiments were shared. It was during clerkship when we can no longer differentiate between day and night, weekends and weekdays, family and friends. Our classmates, our groupmates, they are our friends beyond measure and our family outside our home.

Ladies and gentlemen, there is so much to tell about our class, our history doesn't end here. We are yet about to begin as we enter the bigger world of the medical field. We are set to move forward keeping in our hearts the moral values and ethics our parents and our mentors have instilled in us, while keeping in our minds the medical knowledge we have imbibed from them. We wouldn't reach this point without our mentors from the College of Medicine, the strength and wisdom by the Almighty and the wonderful friendship the Class 2011 have shared.

As we part ways and embark on another fulfilling journey, let's keep in our hearts the beautiful memories we've shared. May our friendship last a lifetime. I can only imagine ourselves in the not-so-distant future bumping into each other in the hospital hallways while doing our rounds and then calling on to the future clerks and retelling our story over and over again.

Kudos Class 2011, and to the Class 2012, 2013 and 2014, may you all have wonderful experiences ahead of you.

Thank you so much and good evening. 


March 25, 2011

There's FUN in Goodbyes!!

Thank you Nurkhan Istarul for capturing memorable moments during the send-off party! 

Class 2011


Class 2011 and Class 2012, with Doc Ikoy

The lights.

Group 4 goofing around. Tisoy didn't make it to the party. 



Sabi ko senyo eh, MASARAP ANG PAGKAIN!! Thanks to Daroy Catering Services. :)


Free henna tattooing!

I so wanna do it again but I don't want my skin "dirtied" for the grad rites. Henna tattoo is really cool!

Our wonder photographer had his deltoid sun-kissed!

Kantahan galore!!

Getting ready for the games!

Brainstorming for the win!!

Them people on the pool. 
Silang matitipunong ginoo ng College of Medicine na hindi ko malaman kung ano'ng gustong gawin sa shot na 'to!


Party peeps!


I wouldn't dare showing off my pout beside Angeli!! She has full-thickness leps!

Papay, my dance mate. :) It was smoky and the lights had a blinding effect!! Behind us are Nurkhan and Naj.


With that,  I'll leave you with my favorite jumpshot of the day. :)


Again, my heartfelt THANK YOU Mangbala Class of 2012!

March 24, 2011

Send-Off

I suck at goodbyes. I'd rather be the one left than being the one leaving. I hate leaving and all the drama it causes. Our juniors, the Class 2012, gave us a send-off party this afternoon 'til evening (even though it is against their will). Our batches had a cold clash since the beginning of our coexistence that although we had individual friends among them, our batches just don't get along pretty well. Our class' abstractness is often misconstrued as snooty and we cannot blame them because, oh well, we are...snooty. And up until their junior clerkship that things gradually cleared out between us. Tonight was a night full of honesty as their class president admitted how they actually didn't plan to give us a send-off party. We had anticipated that as our class also thought of having a despedida among ourselves only! But I guess, junior clerkship changed everything when apprenticeship began and slowly, friendship among the Sensens (senior clerks, us) and the Junjuns (junior clerks, them) blossomed. :) Hence, the send-off party pushed through. I didn't actually expect something big. I, personally, am not close to most of them (some would-be friendships were obliterated by the rumor-has-its), so I went there looking forward to food and music alone in the company of my classmates. I don't see myself participating in the fun games because I am such a coward running to and fro. But I was kinda surprised that our juniors actually prepared something big for us. The venue was great (Holcim RCP), the food was superb and the music was awesome! 

We have this semi-personalized towel as souvenirs. <3 Thank you guys, now I can crash out towel on my to-buy list for internship. 


The stage. We had a reggae-themed party!


Games. Games. Games. People gathering beside the pool. Too bad it rained hard so we had to cut the games short. :(


MYUUUUZIK!! Yeah, we danced to the tune of reggae music! I admit, I don't let go of the opportunity to shake my hips on the dance floor during school parties. It is the only avenue for me to do so. Gotta do the things I love while I still can. Right?

HAHAHA. Only few people were there. I just wanna show the lights and the smoke effect. 

Ah, the food, the food! I wasn't able to take a photo as you already know what got me busy. There were numerous viands and flowing desserts! I love, I love!

Thank you Class 2012, we may have our peculiarities and indifferences but tonight we have proved that with common goals, we can get along. We will be colleagues in the medical world so we might as well patch up things and leave the past behind. I wasn't able to have a speech but I can share this to you.  As Kuya Dave wrote on my blouse, Carpe Diem! :) Good luck to all of you as your embark to the world of clinical clerkship!

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We agreed to bring our oldest uniform and have everyone in the class write a short message. Funny how some people can be seriously sincere at the same time hilariously crazy! This definitely is a must keep. 



Here are some of the messages people wrote on my blouse:

  • I will surely miss your company, I have always admired your determination and tenacity in things. Stay sweet and vibrant as always. I'm forever blessed knowing and having met you. (Alvi)
  • Si (my full name here including middle name!), buotan ni siya og responsable nga pagkababaye. Salamat Aisha kay mu-approve ra pod ka pag muingon ko nga gwapo ko in front sa mirror. Hehe. (Febro)
  • Make a BANG and make it BIG. We'll always love T.O.P. Congratulations! (Chang, my fellow Japanese/Korean Pop lover.)
  • Aisha! My fellow PEDIA lover! (Cor. There's a story behind this.)
  • I'll be missing you partner! (Engot aka Shengot/Shengita/Shenggay)
  • Malapit ka nang maging isang Dyosa. Good luck sa ating internship! Wag makakalimot ah? I'll miss you. You just don't know how much I love you and how proud I am to be your friend. Naks! *hugs* (Cos. Again, there's something behind the "Dyosa")
  • I will really miss you and your shallow humor. Have fun sa Manila! Thanks for being a friend. (Faith)
  • I'm very proud of you, very much! Do your very best, Shield! (Doc Ikoy, who happened to be at the party)
  • I'm proud knowing someone like you who is firm to stand for us Maranaos. Keep you goals high and Allah bless you. I love you! (Olin)
  • Girlfriend, I hope PGI does not mark our break up. I will miss you (for the 1st time). Hahaha. I love you. Mwah. (Jho. My constant date. Malapit na kaming magkatuluyan nito.)
  • Sangay, mamimiss ko ang mga kalokohan mo, aw, natin pala, at ang ka-evilan mo. HAHAHA! Ahlabyou sangay! (Ai-ai)
  • Ayu-ayu sa PGI. Sorry sa akong gilabay sauna na history. Friends japon ta forever 'no? (Raish. I can't seem to forgive her after she tossed on the trash bin THREE WELL-ACCOMPLISHED AND PERFECTLY WRITTEN HISTORY AND PHYSICAL EXAMINATIONS of my patients!! Haha. Yes, sobrang inaway ko siya because of that)
  • I will miss Group A because of you! You are such a good friend, kahit dami sa mga na-share ko ay mga problems. I will miss you and I know you will miss my eyelashes! Hahaha. (Ashley, who just had her hair dyed and her eyelashes permed!)
  • Ini, thank you so much for being a true friend. Salamat sa inspiration. Salamat sa kasaba especially at times of kahibangan. Love you! (Nasheba)
  • Idol kita kasi you're so cool and open minded. At syempre, partner ko sa dance floor, hehe! Thanks for being a good and true friend. Thanks din sa mga advices sa "you know" na! I'm so proud of you. Keep it up! (Papay


There are still so many but my energy is drained already. Still many of my classmates weren't able to vandalize my blouse and there is scarcity of space so I'm contemplating on bringing the partner skirt of this blouse tomorrow! Yes, we support vandalism! Haha. Seriously, it's heartwarming to know that there are people who love us and appreciate us truly. I will definitely miss my classmates as we drift apart. :( Good luck as we embark on another journey called internship, guys! 

March 18, 2011

If Only Life Is A Rehearsal


We had our grad rites rehearsal this afternoon at school. We were meticulously given instructions on the basic how-tos during the rites proper, including guiding our parents on the  pinning of our hoods and putting on our caps at perfect angles. We were called "on stage" one by one at the same time acting as "parents" to some of our classmates. 

Here, Dr. Van is directing Bam-Bam, the first name on the roll call. Made me wish my family name starts with either C or D so I can have earlier and longer "air time" too. :P 



49 members of the Class 2011, in un-alphabetical order.



Febro seems to be way too excited, ayusin mo hood mo oi! Here, Breech and Sheila (the forever loveteam..LOL) acted as parents.






Grad rites is only less than 10 days away but it just won't sink in. Probably because I'm thinking too much about so many things the date always slips my mind. Honestly, if I can have the power of freezing time, I will definitely do it!! I don't feel ready leaving med school and going forward on to internship, but...but...*broken voice* that's life, we have to move on. Move on to the next level to avoid getting stuck to wherever we are right now. Isn't this what I have been dreaming of? So I gotta snap out of my drama queen mood. 

Speaking of internship, I got a copy of this letter this afternoon too.



Ito na!! Internship na!!! *faints*

Requirements. 1. Ahem. Check (?) R., A-Aziza A, MD na? 2. I'm hesitant to have my chest x-rayed, baka mamaya may infiltrates na'ko! Haha. 3. I had three doses of HBsAg vaccine and one booster. But I don't have a proof certifying I have completed the dosage, so let's see what I can do about it. 4. I had chicken pox (varicella zoster infection) back when I was 9 years old, so I don't need this. 5. If I'm not mistaken, my pediatrician gave me a certification of my childhood vaccines prior to entering med school and it included MMR. 


Sigh. If only life is a rehearsal so we can repeat our performances over and over again until we achieve perfection. But it isn't, we might as well give our best on our first attempt as take two only happens after a major life-changing failure. :)