May 31, 2011

Hijab+Uniform+Pork

On some days I wear my old skirt, on most days I wear pants which is the "proper" uniform. I felt the urgency to shop for more pretty tops. This is the time I wish I am rich. :D 

P.S.
My blockmates inquire about why I wear my hijab. They ask too many a question while I try my best to enlighten them about it but most of the time, the conversation falls to why I don't eat pork! I might as well have a deeper Islamic research about that. #choz!

Poor Brain, Rich Eyes

First of all, I know that this blog was created to air my insights and all that weird things boiling down inside my thoughts. However, due to the swift constant revolution of my everyday life, there has been some scarcity of musings nowadays. Or probably I get used to the wretchedness of this world---the hospital, that is---that I lost connection to my inner humanity. While it's good to escape and find diversion, I'm afraid to get stuck into  the "other world" that I might get lost on my way back. Still, I escape because I need that diversion. Now, instead of sharing a piece of my brain, I'm gonna share pieces of what my eyes see in my everyday life. I don't have a great camera, I only have my mobile phone with me hence the poor quality of my photos. :( 

Last weekends, I was fortunate to be duty-free on Saturday and Sunday morning, so I went home to Merville at my cousins' home. I haven't been there since the start of internship. I was so glad to be back and play with my nieces. Here is Sabreen, my cousin Ate Pie's eldest. Such a cute darling!

In this photo, she's pretending to read. I love it when she mumbles un-understandable words while pointing to every single paragraph. Haha!

Sab. She's only two.

 Before I went back to my dorm. I accompanied Ate Hannah to SM Makati where I had a chance to feast my eyes on the pretty dresses and blouses of Forever 21! Aaaaah! How I drooled! But I was broke I went out empty-handed. :(


 I loiter nowadays at our condo lounge at 10th floor where there is swimming pool and free Wi-Fi. I never tried the pool kasi stagnant ang water! Haha. One fine afternoon, I had this view from where I was sitting and tweeting. :) Love the sunset sky! I imagined myself to be sipping coffee with a loved one sitting beside me...but nerrrhhh, it didn't happen. Most probably it won't happen. Aaaaahh!!! Nooooo!!


 My housemates: Emily and Sal. We're gonna have a new housemate since Pie moved out. Yay for that! :D


Meet the Block U. "We Revive, U Survive!". That is our temporary slogan until we come up with a smarter one. LOL. Taken at Pedia-ER on our last day. Photo courtesy of Renzo G., our Track B co-intern. 
First row L-R: Crystal, DS, Dane and Rex
Second row L-R: Tina, moi, Suzie
Back: Alaric
 Our Pedia-ER team. I'm gonna miss them, they're the best so far! They're so sweet and all. I admire Ma'am Glo, our senior resident, for being so composed and calm no matter how toxic we are! (except for that time her voice rose because of a cruel patient's watcher).
L-R: Suzie, moi, Ma'am X-Tina (thanks for allowing me to write my own order!), Ma'am Glo (the great!), Ma'am Inah (thanks for that recommendation for 24-hour merit!) and Tina. :)
 Block U's first lunchdate. So, these are the people I'm gonna be with for the rest of internship. :)


Done with my first month in Pedia. Next round of Pedia-OPD and Ward will be April next year.

Next stop: Family and Community Medicine. I am so ignorant about Evidence-Based Medicine. We just don't have that back in MSU. Aaaah, why oh why!!! It will take time for me learning that while my blockmates are so knowledgeable about it. 

May 22, 2011

Talk To Me, Kid.

I declare: I LOATHE STUBBORN KIDS! Only because I wasn't when I was little. I wasn't afraid of needles, of people wearing white, i.e., nurses and/or doctors, and most importantly, I was easily talked to! I still am, by the way. Why do kids nowadays are so maarte like they are trying to act like an adult and they wanted their whims and caprices to be followed? BRATS! You know what, parents and older sibs out there, these kids MUST know who takes the lead and who is the follower. Right? 

We had a patient last night, 9 year old male, brought in at around 9:00 pm and was complaining of right lower quadrant abdominal pain. He was s/p appendectomy last year so we were contemplating on bowel obstruction secondary to adhesions. In other words, he will be transported to the OR as soon as possible to prevent further compromise. The Pedia-Surg resident asked us (Suzie and I) to insert a foley catheter and nasogastric tube. I was the one who inserted his IV line so I knew he was so inquisitive like he asks too many questions and since you cannot lie to a child, I had to explain tiny details including why I need to place leukoplast all over the IV cannula. Then comes foley cath insertion, we had to explain ALL the details that need to be done. The parents were there to console and assure him. So we thought everything's okay. When Suzie was about to enter the tip of the tube, he shrieked and closed his thighs together which made it impossible for us to perform the procedure. We talked him down in our most soothing voice, said all the things that would probably make him comfortable. Epic fail. We left and decided to return when he's ready.

Two hours later, we came back with another set of foley cath. Still wearing our baby voice, we talked to him as if he's an adult hoping to alleviate his apprehension. Yet, no effect. We called a resident, who did a lot consoling. The kid was shouting: "Hindi niyo kasi alam ang pakiramdam!", and the resident answered: "Naku hijo, pinagdaanan ko na ang lahat. Lahat na ng klase ng tubo nagawa na sa'kin..Kaya sige na please, mabilis lang naman eh. Please?" in her most begging look.We even mixed lidocaine with the lubricant to make him a little numb. Still, no effect.

Five hours passed and he was still throwing tantrums. We called the Pedia-Surg resident to help us out who did a lot of bargaining with the boy until she almost lost her patience. He was so whimsical he wanted everything he says to be followed. We were initially giving in to him, until the Pedia-Surg resident noticed how stubborn he is. So much talking on our part and so much yelling and shouting on the boy's part. He's 9 years old and difficult to restrain. He doesn't listen to anyone, not even to hisparents. We gave him midazolam which sedated him for like a few minutes, but when he felt the NGT poking on his nose, he struggled again and regained his energy!! Aaaaack! This time, we had other watchers help us restrain him until we successfully inserted both the NGT and the foley cath at around 3:00 am! The worst part is, when I pushed 10cc of water on the catheter for inflation, he squeaked and struggled so the needle passed through my skin! That was my second prick last night. On the positive note, both needles were not used for blood extraction...otherwise, I need to panic!

It was a long 24-hour duty. We bagged almost whole day, two of which expired. :(
Conducting patients who doesn't respond to midazolam to the CT-Scan room.
Suzie and I had "The Phenobarbital Incident".
And, THAT BOY.
We left the ER this morning with the preduties bagging again. *Sigh*


Bagging Tina

Triage Area. 

Adult Triage. Sitting and looking from the Pedia Triage, parang ayoko mag-duty diyan!

Finally, na-sedate na rin ang patient na ayn!

L-R: Tina, Ai and Suzie! :)


May 19, 2011

What Now, Internship

I'm on my third week of the daily grind of internship, my first rotation is Pedia-NICU where we catch babies at the delivery room, doing rounds at the ward and on the last four days of our NICU rotation, we served as manongs (meaning, running all the errands) at the neonatal intensive care unit. Here, we are practicing the Essential Newborn Care (ENC) advocated by the World Health Organization wherein there is delayed cord clamping (to prevent anemia), skin to skin contact with the mother and early latching on. Apparently, this provides closer mother-child bonding. Sweet. :) Although, I don't get to read as much as I can (oh well, I don't actually read at all! crazy!), the residents here are not selfish of their knowledge. You ask anything and everything and they will totally exhaust whatever they know to teach you. All you need is to be inquisitive. At first I was hesitant to ask because I get used to the culture of getting your questions thrown back at you with that "hindi mo alam?" look. It's so different here, residents say a lot of thank yous which they're not actually obliged to because it is our job to do the work. They're that courteous. I am not saying that people from where I came from are not courteous enough, they're just different, probably in the manner of speaking (?). On my first catcher duty, I didn't know it was High Risk day, which means that all high-risk pregnancies are scheduled to deliver. We got two congenital hydrocephalus, one nasoethmoidal meningocoele, one 24 weeker (we considered abortion because the baby weighed only 450 g), another 28 weeker and babies of preeclamptic mothers. We got 16 catches that night. 

At the NICU, where I had hard time studying how mechanical ventilators work (yeah, shame on me, right? wala kaya kami dun, bow.), we still had cases of hydrocephalus, mostly preterm babies on sepsis, hyaline membrane diseases, cases of craniosynostosis like pfeiffer syndrome and we also had cases of abandoned babies!! No kidding! There's an 8-month old twin girls there! Nananawagan po kami sa nanay nila, balikan niyo po mga anak niyo!

*I want to share photos of them but to avoid legal issues, whatever it is, wag na lang. :)


We are now posted at the Pedia ER where the cases continue to amaze me. We got rare cases (rare from where I came from, but they seem to be uncommon here, LOL) such as:
a. posterior fossa tumor probably astrocytoma vs. medullastoma with hydrocephalus (5 year old, male)
b. sacrococcygeal teratoma (3 year old, female)
c. hereditary spherocytosis
d. aplastic anemia vs. acute leukemia (9 year old, male)
e. congenital heart disease, cyanotic; transposition of great arteries (7 month old)
f. nasoethmoidal meningocoele (3 year old, female)
g. chronic idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura 
h. congenital heart disease, cyanotic with severe infundibular valvular pulmonary stenosis (3 year old, female)
i. congenital adrenal hyperplasia in crisis
j. acute lymphoid leukemia

There are also cases that seemed to have no place in the ER like:
a. kerosene ingestion, accidental
b. paracetamol overdosage, non-accidental
c. mr. muscle ingestion, non-accidental
d. acute appendicitis


People are asking me how toxic PGH can get, I say toxic is an understatement, yet it is only in the mind! *winks* :) 


P.S.
I got merit during the Pedia-Neuro teaching rounds last night for being able to trace the CSF pathway. What now, Dr. L? HAHA. :)


This Is How The World Is

Marcus Aurelius, one of the more wise of the Roman Emperors stated one day:

"Today, I shall meet people who speak much, who are selfish, loathsome, and who love only themselves. Yet I will not be annoyed or bewildered by them, because I don't imagine the rest of the world to be any different."



-from the book, Don't Be Sad by 'Aidh ibn Abdullah bin Al-Qarni. Such an enlightening book.

May 16, 2011

Postduty (5-16-11)



Postduty at Pedia ER means going home as early as 7:30 am so long as the duties and the preduties are already in. How can I not love it?! After freshin' up, I went to Coffee Bean at Rob, bringing Febro's laptop (which he just stashed away in our sala. Mayaman?!). For god's sake I cannot bring my own coz aside from its heavy weight, the battery dies away in like three minutes!! I think I need a new one. I wish my dad gets to read this. Hehe. 

Now after living in this condominium for two weeks now, I just got the chance to check out the amenities. Here I am blogging at the lounge enjoying the FREE WIFI and the windy, sunny afternoon! I kinda regret buying a broadband. It cost quite a heavy amount on my pocket.

The children at the swimming people just stepped out so I gained back my peace of mind. Wohoo! 

I LOVE IT TODAY! That's the point of this entry. 

P.S.
We're supposed to have a small group discussion (SGD) today but was postponed by the consultant. She told us that our SGD will be on "THUESDAY"! Typo? Yeah, but still, it confused us. Consultant kaya yun, nakaka-intimidate mag-clarify ulit. There's a wide difference between Tuesday and Thursday. As confirmed, it's gonna be tomorrow, TUESDAY. I just can't figure out what was the "H" doing there. LOL. 

May 14, 2011

Of Shoes And Comfort

Photo taken at Taal Vista, Tagaytay City on the last week of April. The view was magnificent!!

This is my first post about fashion here because firstly I am not a fashionista-slash-fashion blogger. I love fashion, I love seeing (and sometimes buying) fashionable items but I am not the kind who religiously follow the trend. The first thing I consider is comfort. I have to be comfortable with what I wear. Hence, you don't see me wearing high-heeled footwears often. Now that internship requires a lot of walking, I need something that pampers my feet while running all the errands. For that, I am grateful to this Sanuk I bought last year. It took me to places without hurting my feet! 

Days before internship, my cousins and I were at Power Plant Mall and this Toms shoes definitely caught my eye! Been musing about buying a pair of Toms for internship because first and foremost, their One on One campaign is interesting. You buy one pair and you give another pair to those children in utter need of shoes---children in Africa. You can google it, I'm lazy posting the link. LOL. BTW, it's a good form of charity. My cousin was jokingly asking the saleslady if she could just get the free pair coz she's also in need of a pair of shoes. Haha.  


This is what mine looks like, except that it is brown plaid. Perfect for running errands all over the maze called PGH. Probably I will write about how often I get lost in the corridors of PGH. I get lost and then find myself. But with Toms, I don't get lost!! I kid!




Why This Jungle

 Written on April 21, 2011; 2:55 pm, thousands feet above the ground on PAL flight PR 186.

I am writing on a plane bound for Manila, where after spending my whole life in Mindanao, I will be settling for a year (and more) to pursue my internship. I left my loved ones with a heavy heart due to the distance and the fact that I will not be seeing them for the coming months. I melted when my aunts and uncles threw a surprise send-off party two days before I left, everyone was there! I was ecstatic! Then, my mom invited them for dinner a night before my flight. Happiness! I couldn’t help my tears though when it was time to bid farewell.

Several months ago, I was confronted by a major confusion on where to pursue my one year post-grad internship (PGI). There were several aspects to consider and after a long mind boggling battle, here are the reasons why I chose a hospital in Metro Manila over Cebu and Davao:

1.       It is Manila, the Capital of the Philippines which monopolizes almost everything that is supposed to be shared to other parts of the country. Hence, Manila has almost everything. Here is where is you can see and observe everyone from the opposite ends of the economic scale. Exploring this urban jungle will help me become strong and vigilant. I will meet plethora of people with different personalities, way far from where I came and for that I believe I can adapt proficiently. *cross fingers*

2.       It is UP-PGH. The National University Hospital. Need I say more? Yes, toxic na kung toxic, OA sa katoxican but how can one become better if one doesn’t push himself a little harder? One has to try to the end of his limits to test what he is capable of.

3.       I have my cousins here. Like I always say, nothing beats being with the family. Knowing I have my cousins here, my parents are quite comfortable sending me here. They need not worry about me coz I have people to run to whenever something untoward is up.

4.     I have my friends here. More than half of my highschool berks are Manila-based. Some are raising a happy family here (yes, they have children, I’m so old!), some are pursuing post grad studies while others are earning bundles of bucks here. My Quasar friends are here also, in fact, Rox is a co-intern ad hopefully Jehan will join us here at UP-PGH, soon! Happiness!


With this, I can only pray to God to give me the courage and strength (physical, spiritual, intellectual and emotional strength) in facing and beating all the ODDS.



April 19, 2011

We just got back home from my newly wed cousin M and his wife's kandori (thanksgiving) and thought to myself "What is more lovely than a couple who fought all the odds and found their way to each other?"

It is not unknown how parents arrange marriage for their children in the Meranao society out of purest and best intent. They choose among close relatives to create a tighter bond within the clan, mainly for alliance. For us, the most numerous in number is the most powerful clan. Parents meticulously hand pick The Chosen One for their child and consider various aspects, most importantly a bright future that is in store for their child and The Chosen One. However, most often than not, they consider too much about the in-law's family that they take for granted the compatibility of the two people they are going to wed. They overlook their children's rights and wants. By children, I mean these are actually grown-up men and women devoid of their inherent right to personally choose for themselves. Parents tend to satisfy their whims by neglecting their children's happiness. We are people too, y'know. Most importantly, we are grown-ups (at least we'd like to think so) and I believe we are capable of finding The One for ourselves.

After writing this, people might picture me as an ungrateful, selfish, rebellious and stubborn daughter. Call it defiance of the culture set by our forefathers but I want to set things straight in some aspects. Parents and children must at least meet halfway, right? Parents, no forcing please. Children, try to compromise.....peacefully and respectfully. 

Most importantly, I'd like to address this to all the men who have marriage playing in their minds. If you think you are ready to settle down, make sure you have fixed it with the one you want to settle down with. Be man enough to understand the complexity of what you are about to enter so do not allow anyone to dictate your heart. You are endowed with an intelligence to decide for yourself. There is no one on this earth who can tell you who to marry but your heart, so listen carefully to it. Pursue the one you truly love and choose carefully, but still,. in accordance to your parents' standards so you will not end up as a cast out in your clan. It must be a mutual decision between the two of you. Hence, if you sense that the woman doesn't feel like spending the rest of her life with you, then please, don't push your luck, stay away for she's definitely not The One. 

Why am I writing this? Because I admire my cousin M and his wife A for fighting for their love despite the distance and the somewhat seemingly endless adversities. I admire M for following his heart and for playing deaf when dictators came to him. I admire A for waiting patiently. They do not only brought two clans together but they showed us what real love can do. For that, I pray for a blissful and blessed marriage for them. 



After all their visitors left. M wearing flesh polo shirt and A is the one in blue veil. :)

April 16, 2011

After Every Rainfall Must Come A Rainbow

This song by my favorite band, Outlandish, released this song which is dedicated to the Pakistani blood victims last year. As much as I want to, I can not post the video here due to some technical errors. But if you want to hear the music behind these beautiful words, you may want to listen and watch this.
Please do because it is just awesome!! I hope this touches your soul. :)

(ISAM)
Some people in our world today
Can dream and wonder why
Some people in our world today
Can only wait to die
Empty my conscience for your love
A bouncing finger lets me know I’m alive
& its still rains outside my window
Rains outside my window
Still rains outside my window

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes look like a curse
So I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes be so absurd
So I cry my heart out Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(WAQAS)
Uh
Some people got it bad
Sum people got it worse
Since the day of the birth
Everyday end of earth
Live to die another day
Sure I say “congratulations”
But désolé
If the roof should come down today
Rest assure I’m there to wipe away the dirt with pure intention
Some corrupt
Brought a lil bag of hope
What’s up (?)

(ISAM)
Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes look like a curse
So I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall
Must come a rainbow.

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.
I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

I can’t run, I can’t hide
The struggle only makes us stronger tonight

(ISAM)
If I don’t find u here
Said if I don’t find u here
I hope to find u way up there
Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes look like a curse
So I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.
I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(WAQAS)
Ansoo hain, behne do

(ISAM)
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.
I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(LENNY)
despues de cada gota sale el sol
despues de cada nota una cancion

[TRANSLATION:]
after each drop the sun rises, a
fter each note a song

(ISAM)
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(LENNY)
despues de cada gota sale el sol
despues de cada nota una cancion

(ISAM)
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

(WAQAS)
Ansoo hain, behne do

[TRANSLATION:]
they're tears, let them fall

(ISAM)
I said every rainfall must come a rainbow.

April 13, 2011

"Lost in Love" Awardee

Our own despedida party was held this evening at school. It was just a very simple event but the program was exactly how we want it to be. There were fun kiddie games such as pinoy henyo and charades, many doctors came participated in the games, gave us unforgettable piece of their wisdom, and showcased their talents by singing!! It's really cool watching serious-looking doctors singing to us and joining the fun! Awards were also given to everyone in the class based on some unforgettable characteristics of each and everyone for the past four years mostly during the clerkship where most bloopers of our lives occurred. Example is "Journalist of the Year" given to the person who had lengthy extension duties that consultants pitied him and just told him to pass some journals to lessen his extension duty hours! We also have "Doctor Magnet" given to that person who directly answers all the questions by the doctors even her phone number! The "Eavesdropper" award given to that person who simply sits and pretends to read, little did we know, she absorbs everything that we talked about. So she is very knowledgeable of all the circulating chikas! Another was the "Best in Argument" given to that person who frequently argues with some hospital personnel!  "Through out the Years" award was given to that person who hasn't physically changed a bit since first year! "Read Between The Line" award was given to two people who left our boggled mind the answer: "what you see is what you get". Yiiiheee!! <3  There were more than 40 awards given and everything was hilarious my stomach and jaw ached from excessive laughing!

I got this "Lost In Love" Award. I googled this photo and it kinds spooked me at how those three words were depicted in such a miserable manner.  LOL.



The reason I got that award was that during clerkship, every single soul at House A (Group A clinical clerks) found love or stayed in love EXCEPT me. I am not being cynical about love contrary to a friend who consider it as overrated and all that blahs. It's as simple as I'm not in a hurry to find and to be found. I am looking forward to that day when I fall madly in love, that feeling of true love, that intensely consuming kind of love, that you-can't-live-without-each-other kind of love---I don't know how it feels (can anyone describe this abstract thing to me?) but I know I will feel it when it arrives. Needless to say, I trust the perfect person at the perfect time will come and it is just NOT now. NOT at this point of my life. 

I've said my piece. Bow.

Elusive Time

It is my lifetime goal to be able to see the world and appreciate its wonders. My undergrad course (BS Zoology) allowed me to wander at some tourist spots in the Philippines for educational purposes, i.e., studying flora and fauna. We've been to Camiguin Island, Apo Island at Negros Oriental, Bukidnon, Dumaguete City, Bohol, and a lot of places where nature manifests its beauty. My course took me to places in my own land, Lanao, that I had never been before and discovered the magnificence that lies behind the great Lake Lanao and the virgin mountains surrounding it. In med school, I grabbed every opportunity such as conventions to be able to travel. We roamed around Davao when we were freshmen, and when the APMC-Annual Convention was held at UP Manila during our sophomore year, we had a side trip at the cool city of Tagaytay and all through out Laguna and visited the beaches of Cavite. Philippines is a beautiful country indeed and there is yet so much to see. 


Two years ago, I had my passport ready. I remember my parents asking WHY I am working on a passport. I told them that I want to travel outside the country most probably just around Asia after med school which will serve as my gift to myself for an...ahem...a job well done. With my persuasive power, I convinced my friends to have their passports ready too and save up for the trip. We had it planned and our first stop was supposedly:

MALAYSIA!!


Photo courtesy of Google. Thank you very much.


And then we are supposed to have a side trip to:

SINGAPORE!!

Again, from Google. Thank you!
We already had our travel itinerary and boy was I excited!! This is a dream come true!! I pictured myself exploring Kuala Lumpur, riding a cable car to Genting Island, visiting International Islamic University at Selangor where my father impressed a beautiful memory, and of course walking down the busy street of Orchard Road at Singapore where Ken Zhu grew up!! 

BUT. 
After our graduation rites, I looked at my calendar and realized how less time left we have before we go and proceed to internship. If the trip would push through, that gives me little less than a week to be able to spend time with my family at home. That made me re-think things over. And as always, I weighed the pros and the cons. The cons won. I backed out and explained to my friends my reason and I am more than happy to hear when S told me she won't be forcing me to come and she respects my decision. As I said in my previous post, I felt such a relief. I felt like I was freed from the pressure of chasing time which must be completely absent when one is traveling. 

Malaysia and Singapore can wait, but the amount of time I would be spending with my family is priceless. :)

P.S.
Due to the same reason, i,e, scarcity of time, my friends realized the pressure the trip brings. Hence, none of us will go. Some other time, Insha Allah. 

April 6, 2011

I am surprised at how much relief I felt after giving up on something I have been planning for almost a year now. I was very excited about it because it is actually a part of materializing a big dream. However, I am so in conflict with TIME that after I weighed things out and underwent terrible confusions, I decided to cancel it in order  to spend quality time with my family before I finally leave for internship. Family comes first before anything else, that's what my father taught me. :) 

Hopefully I can elaborate on this on my following entry. I sneaked at my brother's room only to blog about this. Gotta go now before he finds out.

April 3, 2011

Lakwatsa to Laguindingan!!

Laguindingan is a municipality of Misamis Oriental, around 1 hour of road trip away from Iligan City. I'm sorry I cannot tell you how many kilometers away coz I'm not that keen at researching for that specifics. Anyway, Laguindingan is quite known for the International Airport that is currently being constructed in the area. Luckily, one of my classmates, Faith who celebrates her birthday today, is originally from Laguindingan. In fact, her father serves as a councilor in the municipality. Faith invited us over and she even toured us around. First stop: Laguindingan International Airport. This is a special privilege given to us only because Faith's father is a municipal councilor. Not everyone can just barge in and go inside. From the highway, we thought it'd be just like some 5 minutes ride to reach the exact place but we were quite surprised that it took us almost 30 minutes or more to reach the airport per se where everything is still under construction. The dusty place reminds us of Dubai. Oh, not like anyone among us had been to Dubai but it felt like we were deserted in the middle of a desert. Here are some photos I took from my mobile phone so please bear with the quality of the photos because I perfectly know  how much it sucks. (#becauseIdon'thaveacameraandIcan'twaitforpeopletouploadourphotosatfacebook).


This future international airport is really vast that I believe it is even wider than the present NAIA. I cannot wait for the time when my classmates and I will become consultants and we go together on medical conventions both locally and internationally! Naks! That's what we were talking about the whole time, when this place is developed and I bet hotels and business establishments will sprout from all over Laguindingan until it becomes a business district where everyone from all over the globe flocks to and fro. But because we are a bunch of kuripot people, we will still stay at Faith's mansion which is nearby the airport whenever we have a flight coming or vice versa. 




This is the runway. 


 This is something I can brag to my future children and grandchildren that before any airplane can land at the would-be Laguindingan International Airport, we had our photos taken at the runway on a beautiful April Sunday. :) 

That's Angeli, Maryvic and Rose at an attempt to jumpshot. Such a major failure. 


Like I always said, traveling is best when you're with the best bunch of people. Here are the people I am with standing from left: Moi, Faith, Nash, Angeli, Maryvic, Pemots, Abby, Cor-cor, Gloi (standing in front of Cor), Zyra, Hazel, Alvi, Joni, Rose and Tisoy. Lairah was the one sitting in front with Baby Carl, Faith's nephew. 


With the birthday girl, Faith with Baby Carl. Happy, Happy Birthday Papet! Thanks for the wonderful experience we had at your place!


These people are having so much effort to perfect the jumpshot! Haha! I can't count how many takes it took them. 


Just like any progress story of a developing country, there are always people who are being displaced. When you look on the other side from the very edge of the runway, you can see tiny huts like these. They are the people who originally owned the vast land where the airport is being constructed. It was not easy for them to give up the land that they have inherited from their forefathers, the land that was passed on from one generation to another. They fought for it, but because they were weak, they lose their battle. Apparently, they were given monetary compensation and a promise that they will be hired once the airport is already functional. They can only hope. But that's the nature of evolution: elimination of the weaklings. I hope they were the given the due that they deserve and the promises given to them shall be fulfilled.

This is the ironic price of progress.

Next stop: Virgin Beach. As always, Tisoy cracked that those who are no longer virgins are not allowed to enter the bitch slut (beach lot, oh, do I have to explain this?!). He emphasized that everyone must check on their hymens if it's still intact. All of us looked straight at him who spoke as if he possess a hymen! 

Back to Laguindingan, this is the Virgin Bitch, situated on the very edge of Laguindingan. Again, I cannot tell you how many kilometers it is from the highway because it was really really far. Too bad, it was low tide so it was not perfect for swimming. (Haha, the swimmer speaks!) 


This place was named Virgin because once upon a time, there were fishermen who got lost in the middle of the sea and lost their way to the shore. After many days wandering without direction, they asked for a sign from God. Apparently, they saw a shining image of the Virgin Mary from the direction where this place is situated. They followed the direction and found their way home. And that's how this place got it's beachy name. 


People enjoyed dipping in the shallow water. Look, there are pretenders who swam on deep water!


Laguindingan is indeed a marvelous place where nature is now gradually removing its mask. I can see this place becoming a beautiful metro in the near future. I don't lose hope for my beautiful place Lanao which boasts for plenty of scenic views and natural resources. All we need is a leader who will stand by his principles to elevate the welfare of his people, not his own or his family's. Someone who will use his wits for his people to benefit from these God-given gifts, not giving ultra expensive gifts to their wives or children at the expense of his people's money. 

Photo courtesy of Nash. I promised to mention her here. She's my very very bright, topnotcher, doctora friend. :) 


It was already past 6:00 pm when we got back to Faith's house where her visitors were already waiting. Her mom specially separated the food for us non-pork eaters, and for that we thank her so much. :)) I love people who are very considerate when it comes to my religion. We got busy eating and chatting that I forgot taking a personal photo during Faith's party. But I tell you, their house feels like a rest house on a country side. Cool, breezy and silent. 

This day is indeed worth retelling to our future children. :)




April 1, 2011

Another Extraordinary Moment On An Ordinary Rainy Day

The title alone speaks what you will be reading but I tell you this: THIS IS NO APRIL FOOL'S PRANK!! Okay? 

I woke up this morning feeling a little woozy and sluggish and as I was just about to go out to say hello to the ceiling-high charts at the hospital medical records, the rain suddenly poured. Talk about perfect timing, eh? Nevertheless, I find it a reason to wear the chucks Shengot had voluntarily given me. Emphasis on the voluntary. At the hospital quarters, I waited for Cor-Cor who had agreed to accompany me to Dr. A's clinic somewhere along Sabayle street to talk to him about some important life-and-death matters. It was so muddy and drizzly outside that if it weren't for the severity of the situation I need to talk to with Dr. A, I wouldn't go all the way to his clinic. But I did, because that defines my life principles (char lang gud!). I was crossing my fingers that everything will turn out okay. Cor and I were sitting silently on the jeepney, staring straight at the people, observing things at ourselves, and occasionally talked about some things that concerned us both. When we were about to reach the corner turning to Sabayle street, I noticed a lot of people and a motorcade was being organized. It instantly hit me that the old Penshoppe boutique in that same site was re-opened under the name Fashion Hub catering to many more local brands. I noticed too many cameras were clicking at someone hidden behind many giggling and screaming women, teenagers and adults alike. The crowd allowed our jeepney to pass by very slowly and that was the time we got a closer look at the person who got everybody's attention. Almost inherently I screamed: "OH MY GOD COR, SI AKIHIRO SATO!!" He was like 2 meters away from us and it was almost a reflex for me to get my phone and capture a photo of him, unfortunately, the jeep moved forward so I captured the security guard behind him! Haha. I took another one but his face was covered by a woman insisting to kiss him on the cheek. I bet that woman wanted it on the lips but she failed, just the way I failed to take a photo of Akihiro, my love!! Waaah! I couldn't get over seeing him on a very ordinary day. :) Some things really are just like that, pleasant surprises on a gloomy day. 

If you guys have no idea who I am talking about, just like the old woman sitting beside me on the jeep who asked why we were fussing about this person. She asked: "Kinsa diay na dai, artista?" Me: "Dili, model.". I bet, she couldn't figure out why everybody was all over him. Eto lang naman si Akihiro Sato:






I thought my moment with Akihiro-san ended there, but no. While we were standing outside Dr. A's clinic, the Fashion Hub motorcade was coming toward us. I thought this is my chance to get a photo of Akihiro-san, but too bad this is the best I can get:



That's him wearing blue jacket waving at the people. Grrr. I'm so mad at myself for not getting a closer photo of him. Oh well, this could just mean one thing: Akihiro-san, 'til we meet again! :)


March 29, 2011

Class History

*I was told to make and deliver the Class History for our Grad Ball two nights before the event. Because I got so busy for the grad rites, I almost forgot my task. So I crammed writing this few hours before the ball. Funny how I read this from my scratch paper. No further editing done on this post to preserve the originality of my cramming skills. Haha. Oh by the way, I included here some of my adlibs.



Our beloved doctors; freshmen; sophomores; members of the organizing class, the juniors; members of the Class 2011, good evening and assalamu 'alaikom warahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.

When I was given this task of writing the Class History, I thought of our grad song which is actually a brief summary about how and what we were for the past four years. But tonight, I will relate to you the miniscule details that lie behind the Class 2011.

It seemed as if yesterday when we entered the portals of MSU-COM on June 2007, specifically June 4, 2007. We consist of 52 vibrant college degree holders from big institutions all over the Philippines such as UP Los Banos, UP Cebu, UP Mindanao, UP Cebu, Mindanao State University Main Campus, MSU-IIT, Silliman University, Velez College, University of Southern Mindanao and Emilio Aguinaldo College. Modesty aside, most of us were fresh graduates with flying colors from their respective universities while others were fresh board exam passers, one of us was a board topnotcher (I wouldn't tell who para dili kaayo obvious na si Alvi 'to siya).

Just like any blossoming relationships, our freshman year was filled with battling of our minds, because indeed, we are all leaders in our own rights. We are a bunch of unique individuals , hence disagreements among us was often inevitable. There was the famous line of somebody who walked out during a class meeting yelling while stomping his feet: "Kung ing-ana bitaw mo, mas maayo wala na la'y Commed!!"  (Again, I wouldn't tell who kay ma-hurt si Chrismar). Yet, despite the disputes, we kiss and make-up at the end of the day. It was also during our freshman year that we have accepted each and everyone's individual differences and yet all of us met at a common point. Most of us went out of their shells to join the class' bandwagon. We have identified ourselves in mini-groups under the dynamic Class 2011 umbrella. We have the Princesses, the Datu group (basically, these are the Pala-o people) and the Immediate Friends. The creations of these mini-groups did not obliterate our class' oneness, because when we are together, we are filled with heaping inside jokes that create roars of laughters.

Came sophomore year, this was the time I have witnesses our class unity and sympathy for each other. This is not meant to scare the incoming sophomores but this year was indeed the most grueling year net to clerkship. This was the time the Student Council was at our hands, headed by Cor-cor as the President, Alvi was the V-President, I was the Secretary, Jue was the Treasurer, Abby was the Auditor and Angeli was the P.I.O. (It was kinda difficult for our administration because remember, this was the time our Palakasan didn't push through due to the bombings here in Iligan City). Our girlpower wouldn't work without the selfless help of our classmates. They were always there to help us out, so it appeared as if every SC activity was also Class 2011's activity. Our classmates were the wind beneath our wings.

This was also the year when Ianni, Elmer and Ate Ducky left us to do some reflections while Ate Johanna joined us to complete the 50 individuals of the Class 2011.

Our sophomore year marked the creation of jargons that only members of the Class 2011 can comprehend, these are the words "winner" and "namilo" among others. Because we are very generous, allow me to use these words in a sentence to give you a context clue. For example, when you're asked "Winner na ka?", you better answer: "Dili uy, loser pa'ko!", because in our jargon, losers are more appropriate than winners.

So much for jargons, let's peer at our junior year. This was the year when we got used-to at med life. We got used to the daily grinds of PBL sessions, correlates, modular exams, histopath lab exams, and commed papers. We got used to our inside jokes that sometimes we no longer laugh at the jokes per se but we laugh at the person delivering the joke. As far as I can remember, our heated arguments ended during our freshman year, hence almost everything went smooth sailing for us. I attribute our class' success at executing school activities to our commendable class officers since freshman year headed by Cor-cor, sophomore year was headed by Maya, junior year was headed by Marc Duane and clerkship year was headed by no other than the enrgetic Kenzle. And of course, how can we forget Chrismar as our Community Medicine president since freshman year until the very end of med school? Chrismar, indeed, put so much effort in all the activities we conducted at our community and for that he is worthy of what he has achieved.

Within three years of being together, you think we know all of our classmates better? No, we don't. Until we reach clerkship when we got to see through each other transparently. How can we not when we literally live together under one roof, one room in the hospital, at least 24/7? We have no one but our groupmates. This was the time the beauty of companionship, friendship, mutualism, parasitism and commensalism manifest. We saw how their faces were distorted when their temper go beyond the threshold, we heard never been told abstract ideas that often led to endless stomach-aching laughters, and during the wee hours of the night when we were fortunate to have no patient awaiting in the ER or no ward calls, outpouring of emotions and sentiments were shared. It was during clerkship when we can no longer differentiate between day and night, weekends and weekdays, family and friends. Our classmates, our groupmates, they are our friends beyond measure and our family outside our home.

Ladies and gentlemen, there is so much to tell about our class, our history doesn't end here. We are yet about to begin as we enter the bigger world of the medical field. We are set to move forward keeping in our hearts the moral values and ethics our parents and our mentors have instilled in us, while keeping in our minds the medical knowledge we have imbibed from them. We wouldn't reach this point without our mentors from the College of Medicine, the strength and wisdom by the Almighty and the wonderful friendship the Class 2011 have shared.

As we part ways and embark on another fulfilling journey, let's keep in our hearts the beautiful memories we've shared. May our friendship last a lifetime. I can only imagine ourselves in the not-so-distant future bumping into each other in the hospital hallways while doing our rounds and then calling on to the future clerks and retelling our story over and over again.

Kudos Class 2011, and to the Class 2012, 2013 and 2014, may you all have wonderful experiences ahead of you.

Thank you so much and good evening. 


March 25, 2011

There's FUN in Goodbyes!!

Thank you Nurkhan Istarul for capturing memorable moments during the send-off party! 

Class 2011


Class 2011 and Class 2012, with Doc Ikoy

The lights.

Group 4 goofing around. Tisoy didn't make it to the party. 



Sabi ko senyo eh, MASARAP ANG PAGKAIN!! Thanks to Daroy Catering Services. :)


Free henna tattooing!

I so wanna do it again but I don't want my skin "dirtied" for the grad rites. Henna tattoo is really cool!

Our wonder photographer had his deltoid sun-kissed!

Kantahan galore!!

Getting ready for the games!

Brainstorming for the win!!

Them people on the pool. 
Silang matitipunong ginoo ng College of Medicine na hindi ko malaman kung ano'ng gustong gawin sa shot na 'to!


Party peeps!


I wouldn't dare showing off my pout beside Angeli!! She has full-thickness leps!

Papay, my dance mate. :) It was smoky and the lights had a blinding effect!! Behind us are Nurkhan and Naj.


With that,  I'll leave you with my favorite jumpshot of the day. :)


Again, my heartfelt THANK YOU Mangbala Class of 2012!