L.J.J.

I am about to share a guy that occupies most part of my thought and of my dreams at almost all times these days. I never knew him personally, in fact I only met him once. He never kinda got my attention at first because I was too drawn to the other guy, I even loathed him before.  He is a lawyer, tall (around six feet), chinky-eyed and he has a well-formed body that will make women drool. He has an aggressive personality that he will do whatever it takes to get what he wants and he will fight for it. Two months ago, I happened to see him again after that first meeting and a memory of him flashed in my mind like a lightning. Since then, I could not remove him from my mind.

His name is Alex Hong. Remember him? In Love Story in Harvard. I really love that series that I watched it entirely before it was shown on Philippine Television. Aside from the story (which I wanna relate myself into), I am so much into Kim Rae Won that time that’s why I finished watching it and I even planned of repeating it all over again (but I think I’m lacking time now). Presently, it’s Lee Jung Jin who steals my heart. So, consider Kim Rae Won as my ex. Ha ha!

Somebody just asked me how my lovelife is going on. I told her about Lee Jung Jin and she called me “nuts”! Fine. Nuts kung nuts. A good friend told me that only a courageous man can wall off that barrier surrounding me. I don’t know, sometimes I wanna experience that kilig of your own story, not by others. I think they're different. But when an individual knocks, I slam the door shut and conclude to myself that I am not ready for anything. I am hurting people, I know. I am hurting also, so that’s fair enough. Hehe. I am hurting because I hurt them. They’re hurt because I never give them the chance to break into that wall that envelopes all that kilig emotions in me.

God, let my Alex Hong-slash-Lee Jung Jin come.