March 29, 2011

Class History

*I was told to make and deliver the Class History for our Grad Ball two nights before the event. Because I got so busy for the grad rites, I almost forgot my task. So I crammed writing this few hours before the ball. Funny how I read this from my scratch paper. No further editing done on this post to preserve the originality of my cramming skills. Haha. Oh by the way, I included here some of my adlibs.



Our beloved doctors; freshmen; sophomores; members of the organizing class, the juniors; members of the Class 2011, good evening and assalamu 'alaikom warahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.

When I was given this task of writing the Class History, I thought of our grad song which is actually a brief summary about how and what we were for the past four years. But tonight, I will relate to you the miniscule details that lie behind the Class 2011.

It seemed as if yesterday when we entered the portals of MSU-COM on June 2007, specifically June 4, 2007. We consist of 52 vibrant college degree holders from big institutions all over the Philippines such as UP Los Banos, UP Cebu, UP Mindanao, UP Cebu, Mindanao State University Main Campus, MSU-IIT, Silliman University, Velez College, University of Southern Mindanao and Emilio Aguinaldo College. Modesty aside, most of us were fresh graduates with flying colors from their respective universities while others were fresh board exam passers, one of us was a board topnotcher (I wouldn't tell who para dili kaayo obvious na si Alvi 'to siya).

Just like any blossoming relationships, our freshman year was filled with battling of our minds, because indeed, we are all leaders in our own rights. We are a bunch of unique individuals , hence disagreements among us was often inevitable. There was the famous line of somebody who walked out during a class meeting yelling while stomping his feet: "Kung ing-ana bitaw mo, mas maayo wala na la'y Commed!!"  (Again, I wouldn't tell who kay ma-hurt si Chrismar). Yet, despite the disputes, we kiss and make-up at the end of the day. It was also during our freshman year that we have accepted each and everyone's individual differences and yet all of us met at a common point. Most of us went out of their shells to join the class' bandwagon. We have identified ourselves in mini-groups under the dynamic Class 2011 umbrella. We have the Princesses, the Datu group (basically, these are the Pala-o people) and the Immediate Friends. The creations of these mini-groups did not obliterate our class' oneness, because when we are together, we are filled with heaping inside jokes that create roars of laughters.

Came sophomore year, this was the time I have witnesses our class unity and sympathy for each other. This is not meant to scare the incoming sophomores but this year was indeed the most grueling year net to clerkship. This was the time the Student Council was at our hands, headed by Cor-cor as the President, Alvi was the V-President, I was the Secretary, Jue was the Treasurer, Abby was the Auditor and Angeli was the P.I.O. (It was kinda difficult for our administration because remember, this was the time our Palakasan didn't push through due to the bombings here in Iligan City). Our girlpower wouldn't work without the selfless help of our classmates. They were always there to help us out, so it appeared as if every SC activity was also Class 2011's activity. Our classmates were the wind beneath our wings.

This was also the year when Ianni, Elmer and Ate Ducky left us to do some reflections while Ate Johanna joined us to complete the 50 individuals of the Class 2011.

Our sophomore year marked the creation of jargons that only members of the Class 2011 can comprehend, these are the words "winner" and "namilo" among others. Because we are very generous, allow me to use these words in a sentence to give you a context clue. For example, when you're asked "Winner na ka?", you better answer: "Dili uy, loser pa'ko!", because in our jargon, losers are more appropriate than winners.

So much for jargons, let's peer at our junior year. This was the year when we got used-to at med life. We got used to the daily grinds of PBL sessions, correlates, modular exams, histopath lab exams, and commed papers. We got used to our inside jokes that sometimes we no longer laugh at the jokes per se but we laugh at the person delivering the joke. As far as I can remember, our heated arguments ended during our freshman year, hence almost everything went smooth sailing for us. I attribute our class' success at executing school activities to our commendable class officers since freshman year headed by Cor-cor, sophomore year was headed by Maya, junior year was headed by Marc Duane and clerkship year was headed by no other than the enrgetic Kenzle. And of course, how can we forget Chrismar as our Community Medicine president since freshman year until the very end of med school? Chrismar, indeed, put so much effort in all the activities we conducted at our community and for that he is worthy of what he has achieved.

Within three years of being together, you think we know all of our classmates better? No, we don't. Until we reach clerkship when we got to see through each other transparently. How can we not when we literally live together under one roof, one room in the hospital, at least 24/7? We have no one but our groupmates. This was the time the beauty of companionship, friendship, mutualism, parasitism and commensalism manifest. We saw how their faces were distorted when their temper go beyond the threshold, we heard never been told abstract ideas that often led to endless stomach-aching laughters, and during the wee hours of the night when we were fortunate to have no patient awaiting in the ER or no ward calls, outpouring of emotions and sentiments were shared. It was during clerkship when we can no longer differentiate between day and night, weekends and weekdays, family and friends. Our classmates, our groupmates, they are our friends beyond measure and our family outside our home.

Ladies and gentlemen, there is so much to tell about our class, our history doesn't end here. We are yet about to begin as we enter the bigger world of the medical field. We are set to move forward keeping in our hearts the moral values and ethics our parents and our mentors have instilled in us, while keeping in our minds the medical knowledge we have imbibed from them. We wouldn't reach this point without our mentors from the College of Medicine, the strength and wisdom by the Almighty and the wonderful friendship the Class 2011 have shared.

As we part ways and embark on another fulfilling journey, let's keep in our hearts the beautiful memories we've shared. May our friendship last a lifetime. I can only imagine ourselves in the not-so-distant future bumping into each other in the hospital hallways while doing our rounds and then calling on to the future clerks and retelling our story over and over again.

Kudos Class 2011, and to the Class 2012, 2013 and 2014, may you all have wonderful experiences ahead of you.

Thank you so much and good evening. 


March 25, 2011

There's FUN in Goodbyes!!

Thank you Nurkhan Istarul for capturing memorable moments during the send-off party! 

Class 2011


Class 2011 and Class 2012, with Doc Ikoy

The lights.

Group 4 goofing around. Tisoy didn't make it to the party. 



Sabi ko senyo eh, MASARAP ANG PAGKAIN!! Thanks to Daroy Catering Services. :)


Free henna tattooing!

I so wanna do it again but I don't want my skin "dirtied" for the grad rites. Henna tattoo is really cool!

Our wonder photographer had his deltoid sun-kissed!

Kantahan galore!!

Getting ready for the games!

Brainstorming for the win!!

Them people on the pool. 
Silang matitipunong ginoo ng College of Medicine na hindi ko malaman kung ano'ng gustong gawin sa shot na 'to!


Party peeps!


I wouldn't dare showing off my pout beside Angeli!! She has full-thickness leps!

Papay, my dance mate. :) It was smoky and the lights had a blinding effect!! Behind us are Nurkhan and Naj.


With that,  I'll leave you with my favorite jumpshot of the day. :)


Again, my heartfelt THANK YOU Mangbala Class of 2012!

March 24, 2011

Send-Off

I suck at goodbyes. I'd rather be the one left than being the one leaving. I hate leaving and all the drama it causes. Our juniors, the Class 2012, gave us a send-off party this afternoon 'til evening (even though it is against their will). Our batches had a cold clash since the beginning of our coexistence that although we had individual friends among them, our batches just don't get along pretty well. Our class' abstractness is often misconstrued as snooty and we cannot blame them because, oh well, we are...snooty. And up until their junior clerkship that things gradually cleared out between us. Tonight was a night full of honesty as their class president admitted how they actually didn't plan to give us a send-off party. We had anticipated that as our class also thought of having a despedida among ourselves only! But I guess, junior clerkship changed everything when apprenticeship began and slowly, friendship among the Sensens (senior clerks, us) and the Junjuns (junior clerks, them) blossomed. :) Hence, the send-off party pushed through. I didn't actually expect something big. I, personally, am not close to most of them (some would-be friendships were obliterated by the rumor-has-its), so I went there looking forward to food and music alone in the company of my classmates. I don't see myself participating in the fun games because I am such a coward running to and fro. But I was kinda surprised that our juniors actually prepared something big for us. The venue was great (Holcim RCP), the food was superb and the music was awesome! 

We have this semi-personalized towel as souvenirs. <3 Thank you guys, now I can crash out towel on my to-buy list for internship. 


The stage. We had a reggae-themed party!


Games. Games. Games. People gathering beside the pool. Too bad it rained hard so we had to cut the games short. :(


MYUUUUZIK!! Yeah, we danced to the tune of reggae music! I admit, I don't let go of the opportunity to shake my hips on the dance floor during school parties. It is the only avenue for me to do so. Gotta do the things I love while I still can. Right?

HAHAHA. Only few people were there. I just wanna show the lights and the smoke effect. 

Ah, the food, the food! I wasn't able to take a photo as you already know what got me busy. There were numerous viands and flowing desserts! I love, I love!

Thank you Class 2012, we may have our peculiarities and indifferences but tonight we have proved that with common goals, we can get along. We will be colleagues in the medical world so we might as well patch up things and leave the past behind. I wasn't able to have a speech but I can share this to you.  As Kuya Dave wrote on my blouse, Carpe Diem! :) Good luck to all of you as your embark to the world of clinical clerkship!

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We agreed to bring our oldest uniform and have everyone in the class write a short message. Funny how some people can be seriously sincere at the same time hilariously crazy! This definitely is a must keep. 



Here are some of the messages people wrote on my blouse:

  • I will surely miss your company, I have always admired your determination and tenacity in things. Stay sweet and vibrant as always. I'm forever blessed knowing and having met you. (Alvi)
  • Si (my full name here including middle name!), buotan ni siya og responsable nga pagkababaye. Salamat Aisha kay mu-approve ra pod ka pag muingon ko nga gwapo ko in front sa mirror. Hehe. (Febro)
  • Make a BANG and make it BIG. We'll always love T.O.P. Congratulations! (Chang, my fellow Japanese/Korean Pop lover.)
  • Aisha! My fellow PEDIA lover! (Cor. There's a story behind this.)
  • I'll be missing you partner! (Engot aka Shengot/Shengita/Shenggay)
  • Malapit ka nang maging isang Dyosa. Good luck sa ating internship! Wag makakalimot ah? I'll miss you. You just don't know how much I love you and how proud I am to be your friend. Naks! *hugs* (Cos. Again, there's something behind the "Dyosa")
  • I will really miss you and your shallow humor. Have fun sa Manila! Thanks for being a friend. (Faith)
  • I'm very proud of you, very much! Do your very best, Shield! (Doc Ikoy, who happened to be at the party)
  • I'm proud knowing someone like you who is firm to stand for us Maranaos. Keep you goals high and Allah bless you. I love you! (Olin)
  • Girlfriend, I hope PGI does not mark our break up. I will miss you (for the 1st time). Hahaha. I love you. Mwah. (Jho. My constant date. Malapit na kaming magkatuluyan nito.)
  • Sangay, mamimiss ko ang mga kalokohan mo, aw, natin pala, at ang ka-evilan mo. HAHAHA! Ahlabyou sangay! (Ai-ai)
  • Ayu-ayu sa PGI. Sorry sa akong gilabay sauna na history. Friends japon ta forever 'no? (Raish. I can't seem to forgive her after she tossed on the trash bin THREE WELL-ACCOMPLISHED AND PERFECTLY WRITTEN HISTORY AND PHYSICAL EXAMINATIONS of my patients!! Haha. Yes, sobrang inaway ko siya because of that)
  • I will miss Group A because of you! You are such a good friend, kahit dami sa mga na-share ko ay mga problems. I will miss you and I know you will miss my eyelashes! Hahaha. (Ashley, who just had her hair dyed and her eyelashes permed!)
  • Ini, thank you so much for being a true friend. Salamat sa inspiration. Salamat sa kasaba especially at times of kahibangan. Love you! (Nasheba)
  • Idol kita kasi you're so cool and open minded. At syempre, partner ko sa dance floor, hehe! Thanks for being a good and true friend. Thanks din sa mga advices sa "you know" na! I'm so proud of you. Keep it up! (Papay


There are still so many but my energy is drained already. Still many of my classmates weren't able to vandalize my blouse and there is scarcity of space so I'm contemplating on bringing the partner skirt of this blouse tomorrow! Yes, we support vandalism! Haha. Seriously, it's heartwarming to know that there are people who love us and appreciate us truly. I will definitely miss my classmates as we drift apart. :( Good luck as we embark on another journey called internship, guys! 

March 18, 2011

If Only Life Is A Rehearsal


We had our grad rites rehearsal this afternoon at school. We were meticulously given instructions on the basic how-tos during the rites proper, including guiding our parents on the  pinning of our hoods and putting on our caps at perfect angles. We were called "on stage" one by one at the same time acting as "parents" to some of our classmates. 

Here, Dr. Van is directing Bam-Bam, the first name on the roll call. Made me wish my family name starts with either C or D so I can have earlier and longer "air time" too. :P 



49 members of the Class 2011, in un-alphabetical order.



Febro seems to be way too excited, ayusin mo hood mo oi! Here, Breech and Sheila (the forever loveteam..LOL) acted as parents.






Grad rites is only less than 10 days away but it just won't sink in. Probably because I'm thinking too much about so many things the date always slips my mind. Honestly, if I can have the power of freezing time, I will definitely do it!! I don't feel ready leaving med school and going forward on to internship, but...but...*broken voice* that's life, we have to move on. Move on to the next level to avoid getting stuck to wherever we are right now. Isn't this what I have been dreaming of? So I gotta snap out of my drama queen mood. 

Speaking of internship, I got a copy of this letter this afternoon too.



Ito na!! Internship na!!! *faints*

Requirements. 1. Ahem. Check (?) R., A-Aziza A, MD na? 2. I'm hesitant to have my chest x-rayed, baka mamaya may infiltrates na'ko! Haha. 3. I had three doses of HBsAg vaccine and one booster. But I don't have a proof certifying I have completed the dosage, so let's see what I can do about it. 4. I had chicken pox (varicella zoster infection) back when I was 9 years old, so I don't need this. 5. If I'm not mistaken, my pediatrician gave me a certification of my childhood vaccines prior to entering med school and it included MMR. 


Sigh. If only life is a rehearsal so we can repeat our performances over and over again until we achieve perfection. But it isn't, we might as well give our best on our first attempt as take two only happens after a major life-changing failure. :) 

March 17, 2011

Bittersweet

It's at the brink of success where the most difficult things usually occur. It's when we almost give-up, terrible ironies come about and left us nothing but a heavy heart. But looking back at the series of trials we've been through, we realize this is just one of 'em which affirms our strong conviction and faith. We are not supposed to give up because life is about tsunami-likes of mishaps and failures. What matters is how we stand (might be wobbling) tall and strong amidst the debris after everything has passed. We must keep our optimism and faith, continue working hard and InshaAllah, it will all pay off the way we deserve it. 


In the meantime, here's a proof of my bittersweet semi-success.

Photo Courtesy of Nur-khan Istarul.

"A doctor's education never ceases. And a doctor's work is never done. There is so much to learn. And there is much to do. Be honest and humble about it. Do not stop trying in spite of the bitter disappointments and heart-rendering frustrations." -Surgeons Do Not Cry 

March 15, 2011

It's as if the sky has fallen on me I find myself at the edge of a bottomless pit where a huge serpent awaits. It's not what I have done, it's what I did not do

March 14, 2011

Bottled Up

I obviously have a love-hate relationship with Facebook. It's pretty tiresome re-typing my password and typing unfamiliar crooked letter in a box when I can simply just click "log out", but no, I prefer to go through all that process. I find it tricky when they show thumbnail photos of my friends with the words "______ will miss you." Will that make me think twice? Yeah, right. *eyeballs rolling*  There's also that box that asks why you want to deactivate your account and I always click on the "I don't feel safe on Facebook" button. Certainly, I don't. This is me being paranoid but you never know when people scan through your photos, trying to know what you do, who you are with and all that scrutiny. I can see them crowding in front of a laptop either talking about me or the people I am with. You have no idea what they were talking about. Knowing people, speculations can lead to fallacies they continue to believe as facts. I know right? Thinkers are doers, eh?

I have issues. Right. I have all these bottled up feelings whirling madly inside me. Things I cannot simply spill out. Let's leave it as a little secret between me and my Creator. I don't understand why when some unwanted feelings resurface when success is at arm's length. 


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On the lighter note, Doc Ikoy treated all his "angels" (clerks under him) this evening at Maze Park. On our way home, we passed by a Roti Station somewhere along Tubod Highway named Al-Kawthar. The conversation on the  fully-packed Highlander goes like this: (Apologies to those who don't understand Bisaya and Meranao. I prefer not to translate as I might change the meaning of the statements.)

Doc Ikoy: Naa lagi Al-Kawthar diri o. Lami kaayo ilang roti dira, nagdala katong isa ka adlaw si Miah, lami kaayo.
Olin: Lagi doc, naa mana sa MSU. Naa pud na sila'y shawarma na lami kaayo.
Doc Ikoy: Iranian or Syrian man tingali an tig-iya ana na nakaminyo ug Maranao.
Me: Dili doc, Jordanian unya ang iyang asawa kay Ilongga.
Olin: As in, lami jud kaayo. Mao na ang akong ginaulian sa MSU.
Me: Ang Jordanian?!
All: Aaaah, mao diay!! Ang Jordanian diay ang lami!! Hahahaha!
Olin: Matay ka bo Ai!! 

Everybody burst into laughters as for the past four years, we've been teasing the conservative Olin as a pervert. She's gained fame for that, you know---as the class pervert!! Good thing never was she offended. I will definitely miss our class inside jokes. :))


March 12, 2011

Studying Blues

I frequently get that sudden spur of cleaning up my room or re-arranging my bookshelf whenever my brain is at the peak of understanding a medical concept. While I was reviewing the other night for our OSCE, my peripheral vision caught my topsy-turvy bookshelf and my mind suddenly went berserk to arrange my books. 

Welcome to my little treasure---what I have accumulated for four years.


Aside from my med books...


I also have here few of my fiction books, I piled most of 'em at our MSU home.  


These are among my favorites: Paolo Coelho's The Zahir; Haruki Murakami's Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman and Norwegian Wood; Khaled Hosseini's A Thousand Splendid Suns; Elizabeth Gilbert's Eat, Pray, Love; and Ricky Lee's Para kay B. 


This is the mug I got from two-years ago's Association of Philippine Medical Colleges annual convention after an impromptu speaking engagement before medical schools faculty representatives. It was an unforgettable one. 


I keep picture of my loved ones to inspire me everyday. I have here photo with my parents, my boyfriend (I can see people scoffing!!) and Eiffel Tower. :)


A souvenir photo from somewhere I recently conquered: Dahilayan, Bukidnon.


My bookshelf is also where I hang the closest thing to me for the past year of clerkship: my stethoscope with the rasta doll Jordan gave me from his Thailand summer vacaye.  


On the lateral side of the shelf is where I hang a simple organizer of my little accessories collection. 


And after a few minutes of dusting, sneezing and arranging books according to size... ta da... this is the most I can do. LOL. I'm not OC. Obviously. 




After seeing a good smile of my books, I can then go back to the  page where I left off. :)

March 11, 2011

Count Your Blessings

How often do we get entirely wrapped by our own selfish wants and desires that we totally forget we are not the only person living in this planet? That there are other existing people who are equally struggling to get by their everyday lives? That there are people who are a lot miserable than us? That millions on the other side of this planet are in a far worse state than us?

Life is too short to trouble ourselves on things that we hold no control of. Everyone among us has our fair share of frustrations, failures and self-doubt. It's a matter of perspective, whether you deal with the brighter side or slowly kill yourself thinking of what-must-have-beens and sulking in a little corner until you gradually lose yourself. Our lives are intertwined and written in a complex blueprint that everything---including the microsecond intervals of time---occur for a significant purpose. We are but humans to fully comprehend these reasons behind everything, however, choices are laid before us and it's up to us how we play our cards right. We go with the flow and do what is feasible. The important thing is we did our best according to our capacity.

I cannot blame the people who got caught up with too much busyness, in school or work, that they lose in touch with the world and of themselves. They forgot to reflect and pay gratitude to The One Above who has blessed them so much and yet. They neglected those who actually cares. They are too focused to reach the top they missed all the beautiful things along the way. I cannot blame them for once upon a time, I was also one of them. But I was optimistic enough to chase what I can still do about my disappointments after I realized that crying my eyeballs out cannot change the situation, not even a single degree. That was the time I sought His Mercy. When you're in a verge of depression you try to solve all your problems by yourself forgetting that there is God who can strengthen and open your heart to accept the harshness of reality. Remember, He is Oft-Forgiving, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful. Seek Him and InshaAllah, He will come to the rescue. 

Let us not concern ourselves too much about not being on the class Top 5 to the point of threatening to boycott the graduation rites when there are people who didn't even qualify to enter med school, that some got flunked and kicked out of med school, that some has to stop schooling due to financial constraints, that some has to stop schooling due to health problems, that people in Africa are dying of AIDS and hunger, that the Middle East is gradually tearing down, that millions of OFWs who have families to feed are now jobless, that people died of earthquake in New Zealand and as of writing time, Japan got hit by 8.something magnitude earthquake followed by a 23-feet tsunami! Whoo! I don't know where this is going but the world is in absolute chaos and just be grateful that you're on the safer side of the earth. That your personal problems are not even one-thirteenth of an atom to the suffering of others.

I hope people realize how blessed they actually are. I really do hope. 


March 8, 2011

Bilbil versus Pelvic Mass

It's terrifying how some simple jokes can lead to some grave bugaboo. It all started as an endless teasing of who's-got-bigger-tummy kind of joke. Abby, my classmate who has a noticeable bulging hypogastric area once touched my flabby abdomen and compared the consistency with hers. She, who has a slender body type is not expected to have a tummy quite as big as the fat girl that I am. We continued to tease her about doing Leopold's exam on her or monitoring a heart beat on her tummy. She jovially rode on our silly jokes but behind her laughs were waves of worrying thoughts as she sensed that a hard tummy, incomparable to that of a fat and flabby abdomen, means something must be growing inside. Definitely not a human being. Albeit asymptomatic, she went for consult. Ultrasound was done and she was found to have an ovarian mass.  Transrectal ultrasound was done this afternoon (and yes, Sheng and I were there!) and it was found out that her left ovary is already multilocular and has crossed near the midline, slightly compressing on the uterus. Thank God, the right ovary is intact with normal size follicles. Elective surgery will be done hopefully after clerkship before graduation. We are all praying for a successful operation and sana unilateral oophorectomy lang because we want to see little Abbies and little Enkels!! (our class nicknamed her boyfriend Enkel!) 


Captured and posted with permission from the patient (who is still in her uniform!).

*I don't know if it's only me but there is a peculiarly odd feeling when the patient is someone close to me. 

March 7, 2011

Pink Toes On A Red Day

It's that time of the month when normal hormonal changes occur---the red week. As much as it reminds me of my womanhood, I dislike it for the menstrual cramps and all the discomforts that come along. I don't know whether to sit or lie down, to walk or stay still, plus the crampy hypogastric pain wouldn't just relent. Ugh. However, I am that optimistic I grab this opportunity to paint my nails! Harhar. You know, women are prohibited to perform sala'at (prayers) during this period. While nail polish are not entirely prohibited, we see to it that water must touch/clean all parts of the extremities including the miniscule corners of the nails in the performance of ablution, hence we avoid painting our nails when doing sala'at. I guess that briefly explains it. 

I visited the parlor yesterday to mani-ped and I decided to put colors on my ever dull nails. I was pondering of midnight blue but it wasn't available, so I chose baby pink instead. I can see smiling faces on my toe nails!! Harhar. I painted a clear polish on my finger nails because hand colors actually distract me.




Yes, I was that fascinated I used my toes for typing!

March 6, 2011

Blabber Here, Blabber There, Blabber Everywhere

Funny how some people speculate on the reasons why I quit Facebook. I receive arrays of commonly bizarre questions such as:

  • May kaaway ka?
                    People in my circle know I don't normally fight others unless the situation calls for it. Most especially, I don't do it on social networks. I think that's too cowardly. If you want to call the attention of a person, talk to him/her personally and say whatever you wanna say. Educated people don't wash their dirty linens in public. 

  • May umaaway sa'yo?
                     Because of my answer in the above statement, I believe I'm not giving anyone a reason to fight me back. While Facebook and other social networks are avenue for expressing our thoughts and sentiments, there are stuff that are better left unsaid.

  • May stalker ka?
                      A classmate asked me this which totally cracked me up because the last time I checked, I was the stalker! Lol. Since my account was set to private, I nit pick who to approve as friend. The fact that I post photos and give a piece of my mind mean that I publicly share infos to other people whose opinions are absolutely unknown to me unless specified. Now, if there exists a persona non grata who stalks me at FB then I must have probably permitted it. So, none. I guess.

  • May iniiwasan ka?
                          If there is one, I'd rather delete that person in my friends list than sacrifice my entire account, right? I have all the right to do so. 

  • Is there something at FB that hurt you?
                         I was taken aback when this question was thrown at me, it took me around 5 seconds to gather my thoughts. Admittedly, the first time I deactivated my account last year was due to a petty heart break Looking back, that was real ridiculous. This time around, the reason is purely non-heart related. 

I wrote here the exact reason as to why I indefinitely left FB, and some people just can't grasp the idea simply because they're not me. That is not my problem anymore. It's almost a month since I deactivated my dear account and I'm surprised with myself because I don't have any urge of checking it. I'm not even thinking about it. I cannot say when I will be back in that kingdom, another month perhaps or weeks or in a few days time. Or probably as soon as I publish this entry. Harhar! In the meantime, I am so enjoying Twitter. I find it  very educational as I carefully choose who to follow, mostly are top journalists of the country. In other words, I receive relevant informations. In the same way, I carefully chose who follows me because the stuff I tweet are random whispers from my subconscious mind. This goes to show that social media is helpful if we use it in the right way. So long as we have proper self-discipline and time management, social networks are concomitant in aiding people globally to keep in touch and made a mutual understanding.